Tuesday, January 12, 2010

We're Fine, Really

yesterday i was told that somebody was worried about me. they thought that derek and i looked like we were not happy with eachother at church on sunday. i don't know who this person is, because i heard it through someone else, but they couldn't be more wrong. we're fine, really. i think we're doing great, unless there is something i don't know about. i mean, as far as our relationship goes, everything is cool. we're still in love with eachother and we tell eachother that several times a day. now, i've never been one to use the love word too much when it comes to people, so i really have to feel it to say it. i just don't know what was seen to make someone think that something is wrong. i can't figure it out. unless i made a face that i don't remember making. i don't even remember getting upset at church. well, at least not when i was with derek. we did go to a new sunday school, but then derek got a bloody nose and left. he didn't come back. maybe it was someone in the class. they wouldn't have known about the bloody nose. i guess it could have looked bad since the sunday school class was a marriage class. anyway, i was upset in the class because the teacher kept calling on me. i guess she didn't realize that my anxiety issues make it difficult for me to speak in a class at all. she knows i don't like to teach, but it was a small class so she must have thought it was okay. it wasn't. it took everything i had in me not to start crying. if you're reading this, don't ever call on me in a class. pure and simple. unless i raise my hand. anyway, it must have looked bad that we went to a marriage class and my husband walks out and doesn't return. now that makes me laugh! i wonder if that's what really happened. anyway, i guess it doesn't do any good to wonder. we know how we're doing and that's all that matters.

10 comments:

greenolive said...

well, I heard that you punched Derek in the nose and then you practically threatened everyone in Sunday school asking who wanted to be next. Sounds like a problem to me.

greenolive said...

hey, where's the music?

Ruthykins said...

the music is at the bottom. it should have started automatically.

EmmaP said...

the music started automatically for me... i know, cuz i had to scroll down ALL.THE.WAY.TO.THE.BOTTOM to stop it... it always interferes with my itunes ;)

Anyway -- some people think that if you aren't lovey-dovey, schmoopy-whoopie something is wrong. but i like your take on it. That is too funny!

Puphigirl said...

So Derek leaves and you are visibly stressed. Then someone sees those things and jumped to conclusions. Too funny.

okeydokeyifine said...

Or maybe it had something to do with my saying, "Tsk, Tsk, Tsk, things aren't going well with them.."
Actually I am kidding cause I wasn't even there.

greenolive said...

I heard mom wasn't there because you told her she better not show up.

Ruthykins said...

no, mom was in the prison at the time. anyway, i don't know for sure what the reason is, since i don't even know which person said something.

Deborah said...

Don't feel bad. You don't have to answer to anyone. I kinda know how you feel though because I went to that marriage class when I was in Nevada waiting for Seth. Tyler was still in Idaho. So there I was, in a marriage class...alone. The Flansbergs were good about telling everyone that I did have a husband, he was just in another state :)

Duke said...

I hate being called on in class if I don't volenteer first.

You guys looked fine to me. :)

we need to have lunch soon or somethng!