so, i hate knowing that there is a surprise and not knowing what it is. if someone is going to surprise me then i wish they would just not tell me.
the other night derek and i were at walmart and i was saying something about what he could get me for valentine's day. then he tells me that he already has my present and do i want to know what i'm getting. of course, i'm conflicted. i don't want to know what i'm getting before i get it, but he's offering to tell me. i finally decided that i wanted to hear what i am getting. derek is gonna go to the valentine's dance with me at church. we've never been to a dance together, and , according to him, we've never spent valentine's day together. i can't think of any year that we did, so i'll go with him on that one. anyway, i'm way excited to go to the dance. the last dance i went to was when i was single. to me, this is pretty exciting.